Wednesday, January 27, 2010

A Million Little Pieces

“When I see you, the world. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it’s a beautiful place and there’s only you. Just you. And my eyes staring at you. When you’re gone, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it, but I don’t like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.”

Thursday, January 21, 2010


Hye ya'll,

I'm seriously questioning myself if pursuing my MBA full-time with 6 papers in tow is a good thing or not. It's already the 3rd week (how time flies..mmm) and I can already feel the pressure, especially since Wednesday night. Felt the energy draining away from me otw to Sheila's hse to prepare for our presso for Marketing. It went well, and I'm darn happy about it but still...gue rasa chapek bgt seyh!~

I need to think positive *I know*, I need to remind myself that I can do it *I know* - *sigh* ya know, I hate it when ppl remind me that "If she/he can do it, then I'm sure so can you!!" Is that supposed to boost ur motivation or sumthing, coz frankly speaking at times it irritates me. :p Altho I do know that those ppl who always say that was just tryna be helpful and steer me towards the "positive-thinking land". It helps once in awhile, but not always.

Well, I'm sure I can do it, iA - with Allah the Almighty's help I'm certain I can! It's just that to be frank, atm - I'm starting to doubt my capabilities coz 6 pprs is quite a lot to handle. Even my dad said so too, when he was studying back in the states - he only took 4 pprs. And THAT was the max subjects they allowed the MBA students to take unless u have the permission from the advisor to take up more pprs.

Assignments are piling up. And the deadlines are crazy! Most of 'em are in February!!! *yiKes!*
How??? How?????
*breathe in, breathe out....*

Hmmmm...I pray Allah would give me strength to go through this obstacle..and I pray I'll succeed excellantly in this obstacle of mine. Ameen.


Never Forget...

Your presence is a present to the world.
You’re unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days, just one at a time.
Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You’ll make it through, whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.
Don’t put limits on yourself.
So many dreams are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize.
Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets.
Don’t take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.
Remember that a little love goes a long way.
Remember that a lot … goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life’s treasures are people … together.
Realize that it’s never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have health, hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a star.
And don’t ever forget …
For even a day …
How very special you are

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

2nd Day

2nd day of class today. Was a tad sleepy in class as I slept rather late last night. Nevertheless i enjoyed both of my classes and thot that the lecturers were both cool and nice albeit the fact that they are rather strict. And guess what??! It's only the 2nd day of the week, and already we're given an assignment for each class. Well, oookaaaaaaaay - more like a reading assignment where we're asked to read this and that chapter and the lecturers would question or 'discuss' in class about those topics. More like an interrogation if u were to asked me :p

However, I've to admit. I am quite excited to start reading up those chapters. Heh. Perhaps coz its still so exciting and everything is so NEW. Ask me again in a few weeks time tho,and then, i'll be tempted to shout out loud the word 'HELP!!!!' LOL!

But, as they say..u gotta always think POSITIVE and believe that you can do it. So, i will do that for sure. :D

Anw's, I've never thought of myself as a funny person. Seriously, I don't! I really DON'T! However, some have came up to me and told me how funny I am, and mind you - even I DUNNO what is it about me that makes me seemed so funny..NOthing at all..really! :D

But perhaps, a lil incident would 'tell' you how blurr I was today - ate a lollipop after lunch and took a bus to my class. I was late, hence, i rushed to thank the bus driver and threw away the lollipop stick into his bin thinking that it was the rubbish bin. Only when I was rushing down the steps that I noticed that that was actually NOT a dustbin, but rather his bin to put his stuff..embarased, i just apologized and said sory! And I can hear the bus driver laughing loudly on my way down the steps. Hehee!~

I think I'm more of the blur funny person rather than the really genuine funny person. I can't really explain whats the difference btwn these two..but, heh..dun think I've to elaborate more pun about this matter ;p